Sick of it
sorry I have been away for so long but I do have to share that blaming every wrong doing selfish, immature thing a person does on alcoholism is a joke. I don’t believe in the “disease” never will and honestly think its just another excuse for selfish slob to destruct and destroy there lives.
Im not saying I am an angel or anything but everyone has there limits. When it comes to that…I just cant help. No I am not sorry. Its just time to walk away what I know best.
You are not responsible for your disease, but you are responsible for your behavior.
All excess is ill, but drunkenness is of the worst sort. It spoils health, dismounts the mind, and unmans men. It reveals secrets, is quarrelsome, lascivious, impudent, dangerous and mad. In fine, he that is drunk is not a man: because he is so long void of Reason, that distinguishes a Man from a Beast.
WILLIAM PENN, Some Fruits of Solitude
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Am I Really This Awful?
Sometimes…not often…but sometimes…I think maybe the reason she hasn’t come home is because she’s been in a car accident, and will never come home. And you’d think such an idea would repel me but…I swear to God…it feels closer to relief than fear.
